This could be the second time that my heart will be broken. I married you, not to be my lap dog, but to be the man that would hold my hand and walk with me towards those adventures that were promised to each other. I can’t explain how much I long for you. In every aspect of the word. You’re the one who I want to spend my entire life with. I’m still emotional about the lost of our baby, and I want one with you. That should be telling you something. I didn’t want children with anyone, but I want th with you! Just you, my dear Hutchabear. No one else makes me feel loved like you do. You’re the one that can make my days seem like they’re full of joy, excitement, and that overflowing feeling of love.